It took me several vodka's and a huge fight to realize that I was going nowhere. I quit working in November and here I sit in February without doing any work on my book or anything else. I left to realize myself and all i realize now that I was doing nothing. It would have still been worth it if I was happy at doing nothing- but here I am 3 months since- "unhappily doing nothing". Each day began with a new resolve to be more- while being less and less. This blogspot was itself created 3 months ago to voice all that I wanted to say. and this is my first post.3 months!
I could drift away like this or take the plunge. so here is it- i don't care what anyone says about my blog, but i sure will write. I sure will do everything that scares me. Even if that makes me feel dumb or socially conscious. Its time I face it!
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